Brohyme
I realize that I have barely opened the window to the experience we have been through the past couple years. I have been unsure of how I feel, and haven’t thought that it mattered if I speak or not. But I will do it for Mike.
I miss my brother. Not like 25 year old Mike, but like I havent seen him in a couple days, and cant wait to see him! Not to say that everyday is paradise, because that would be a lie.
And not to say that I dont miss those nights before the accident. Holding each other up. Both sunk down in a drunken somethin, and me thinking that Mikes going to puke, but he never did. and I always did.
But it has been really moving to go through this recovery( which is not temporary at all ). Its like everyday, every activity is another tattoo. Everything is so apparant. You reeping what you sow.
Im still not sure of my purpose, and it shifts quite a bit as Mike changes. As he faces new challenges, so do we. Usually on a similar plane too.
Distractions
Signals =
come here
yes
however we signal each other to be present and realize when we are being Distracted
its funny that you got me to realize how distracted I have been from posting on the blog. Well done Sir!
Its awesome! We get to play such a fun game of life. I couldnt have asked for a better companion. Again I dont know where this is going, but it shall continue( on a more regular basis ). HAHA!
Brosev
I could get used to this…keep it up Nate! Your perspective is such a valuable addition to this blog. Your writing is such a pleasure to read and I think it will help everyone understand a broader scope of this journey. It should be clear to all that the decision Mike made that night didn’t just hurt him, it hurt and affected everyone. Not only did it change his life, it also changed your life forever. I love you nate…thanks for sharing. I know it was tough. xxoo
Oh my frater……to me he is so good………oh my frater……..to me he is so wonderful.
Nate, I love you like my one and only brother. Happy time, joyous day. Oh my frater………
Brohyme……..
(look at that Nate, a serenade in a 2000 year old dead language.)
Is this a drawing by Nate?
no this is not one of mine, and unfortunately I did not save the artists name. He did a couple of series of drawings like that that incorporate watercolor and pen, or pencil work. One was Rapture, and this one was from Rupture. If I find his/her name, I will post it.