Who am I kidding?

Look, I’m coming to realize that maybe I’m setting my goals too high.  I mean I have always been a huge dreamer, dreams of a fortune 500 company, a 100ft+ yacht, an astrophysicist!!!!

I live at home and I just turned 27,  granted I did suffer severe head trauma and I do realize its live at home again……still, no excuse in my mind.

I feel like it is all collapsing on me again….I feel like this has happened to me before.  Throughout my life I have had serious ebbs and flows like I just can’t get it right. 

Maybe its that HE hasn’t figured out my plan, all-knowing……I don’t want to be blasphomous but….all-knowing should mean, ahhhh scratch that……I don’t even know what I’m talking about posting on the world-wide web this gutter trash.  Who am I kidding?

Am I giving you hope?  Does it help you to read about another man’s struggle?

I feel like I’m crazy or at least soon-to-be.  Have I lost my mind?